I expect lots of folk know it, but I only discovered this Mary Joyce poem recently - as is often the case with a poet as prolific as Clare. Must admit that it would have been in our "In the Shadows" Signed/Numbered Handmade Limited Edition book if we had encountered it sooner. The book tells the story, in Clare's own words, of his largely illusory relationship with Mary. I still have a few copies of the book should anyone want to acquire one.
The spring
returns the pewet screams
Loud
welcomes to the dawning
Though
harsh & ill as now it seems
Twas music
last may morning
The grass
so green—the daisy gay
Wakes no
joy in my bosom
Although
the garland last mayday
Wore not a
finer blossom
For by
this bridge my Mary sat
&
praised the screaming plover
As first
to hail the day—when I
Confessed
myself her lover
& at
that moment stooping down
I pluckt a
daisy blossom
Which
smilingly she called her own
May
garland for her bosom
& in
her breast she hid it there
As true
loves happy omen
Gold had
not claimed a safer care
I thought
loves name was woman
I claimed
a kiss she laughed away
I sweetly
sold the blossom
I thought
myself a king that day
My throne
was beautys bosom
&
little thought an evil hour
Was
bringing clouds around me
&
least of all that little flower
Would turn
a thorn to wound me—
She showed
me after many days
Though
withered—how she prized it
& then
she leaned to wealthy praise
& my
poor love despised it
Aloud the
whirring pewet screams
The daisy
blooms as gaily
But where
is Mary—absence seems
To ask
that question daily
No where
on earth where joy can be
To glad me
with her pleasure
Another
name she owns—to me
She is as
stolen treasure
When
lovers part—the longest mile
Leaves
hope of some returning
Though
mines close bye—no hope the while
Within my
heart is burning
One hour
would bring me to her door
Yet sad
& lonely hearted
If seas
between us both should roar
We were
not further parted
Though I
could reach her with my hand
Ere suns
the earth goes under
Her heart
from mine—the sea & land
Are not
more far asunder
The wind
& clouds now here now there
Hold not
such strange dominion
As womans
cold perverted will
& soon
estranged opinion
MP IV 34
MP IV 34