Image by my friend #RachelBurch
With shadows tost
I am yet what I am none cares or knows
My friends forsake me like a memory lost
I am the self consumer of my woes
They rise & vanish in oblivious host
Like shades in love & deaths oblivion lost
& yet I am & live with shadows tost
Into the nothingness of scorn and noise
Into the living sea of waking dreams
Where there is neither sense of life nor joys
But the vast shipwreck of my lifes esteems
& een the dearest — that I loved the best —
Are strange — nay rather stranger than the rest
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I sleep with thee
Image by my friend #AnneLee
Autumns pencil
Beauty in despair
Far from strife
O silly love !
O silly love! O cunning love!
An old maid to trepan:
I cannot go about my work
For loving of a man
I cannot bake, I cannot brew,
And, do the best I can
I burn the bread and chill the mash,
Through loving of a man
Shrove Tuesday last I tried, and tried,
To turn the cakes in pan
And drop’t the batter on the floor
Through thinking of a man
My mistress screamed, my master swore,
Boys cursed me in a troop
The cat was all the friends I had
Who helped to clean it up
Last Christmas eve, from off the spit
I took the goose to table
Or should have done, but teasing Love
Did make me quite unable
And down slip’t dish, and goose, and all
With din and clitter-clatter
All but the dog fell foul on me
He licked the broken platter
Although I'm ten years past a score
Too old to play the fool
My mistress says I must give o'er
My service for a school
Good faith! What must I do, and do
To keep my service still
I'll give the winds my thoughts to love
Indeed and so I will
And if the wind my love should lose
Right foolish were the play
For I should mourn what I had lost
And love another day
With crosses and with losses
Right double were the ill
So I'll e'en bear with love and all
Alack, and so I will
Fairy forests
Image by my friend #RachelBurch
Crimson & yellow
Leaning dotterel head
Image by my friend #AnnieLee
Poets see & understand
Image by my friend #CarryAkroyd
These motley scenes
Now Autumns come adieu the pleasing greens
The charming landscape & the flowry plain
All have deserted from these motley scenes
With blighted yellow tingd & russet stain
Though desolation seems to triumph here
Yet this is Spring to what we still shall find
The trees must all in nakedness appear
'Reft of their foliage by the blustiy wind
Truth & Honesty
Been thinking again about how ordinary folk across the world have been let down again and again by our so-called 'leaders'. A few years ago I uncovered and published this poem by the Romantic poet John Clare, written around 1827. Does it not speak to us in 2024?
Fen sparrows chirp
Image by my friend #CarryAkroyd
Tell my love
Image by my friend #RachelBurch
Moonlights infant hour
Image by my friend #CarryAkroyd
Life’s mortal things
Ruins vain shades of power I never see
Once dedicated to times cheating trust
But warm reflection wakes her saddest thought
& views lifes vanity in cheerless light
& sees earths bubbles youth so eager sought
Burst into emptiness of lost delight
& all the pictures of lifes early day
Like evenings striding shadows haste away
Yet theres a glimmering of pleasure springs
From such reflections of earths vanity
That pines & sickens oer lifes mortal things
& leaves a relish for eternity
Beautiful mortals
In showers and sunny weather
Ye beautiful spring hours
Sunshine and all together
I love wild flowers
Then fall on the meadow flowers
Cowslips and enemonies all come with spring
Beaded with first showers
The skylarks in the cowslips sing
I love wild flowers
Gold tinted west
Come beautiful maiden while autumn delays
And the sunsets so sweet in the gold tinted west
While the fading beach tree sets the woods in a blaze
And the lark sings his song e're he sinks into rest
And loved thee sincerely, and so I do now
As I wandered along with thee ever near me
While the leaves they were fading on every bough
A Bubble on the stream
Neath the wind shaking tree
Emma my darling the summer is bye
The autumn is faded and cloudy the sky
The willows are changing—the hips and the hawe's
Now glow on the hedges—as red as birds claws
'Till fieldfairs come from far far away
And carry off berries and hips all the day
Winds sing in the hedges like notes of a bird
And the sedges they cut like the edge of a sword
The hedges will shelter my Emma and me
As we walk down the wood neath the wind shaking tree
The seugh through the hedges, the swop of black crows
How the bushy tops dance, and how swift the mill goes
As desolate as hell
In doubtful balance which shall fall or rise
So in the moment of that crashing blast
Eyes hearts & hopes paused trembling for the last
Loud burst the thunders clap & yawning rents
Gashed the frail garments of the elements
Then sudden whirlwinds winged with purple flame
& lightnings flash in stronger terrors came
Burning all life & nature where they fell
& leaving earth as desolate as hell
Wild Gwash
Cold & blealy blew
Image by my friend #CarryAkroyd
Drenchd in dew
I am left alone
The photo is the famous one taken in the early 1860s of Clare, by J. Taylor & Sons of Northampton. I guess, but only a guess, the Taylor of ‘Taylor & Hessey’ Clare’s publishers? The faded, signed photo is my own prized possession, the second an unfaded copy from the internet. I’ve no idea how many of these prints were produced, but I have seen three (including mine) over the years; and yes, that is Clare’s signature. The poem? Another little known, this time late poem from his ‘captivity’.
Where nothing seems my own
& everything is weariness to me
'Tis a life without an end
'Tis a world without a friend
& everything is sorrowful I see
Theres the crow upon the stack
& other birds all black
While novembers frowning wearily
& the black clouds dropping rain
Till the floods hide half the plain
& everything is weariness to me
The sun shines wan & pale
Chill blows the northern gale
& odd leaves shake and shiver on the tree
While I am left alone
Chilled as a mossy stone
& all the world is frowning over me
Peaceful windings
Wereover many a stile neeth willows grey
The winding footpath leaves the public way
Free from the dusty din & ceasless chime
Of bustling waggons in the summer time
Crossing a brook—were braving storms in vain
Corn field & clover closes leading down
In peacful windings to the neighbouring town
Verses on life
Seems strange when, from the various manuscripts, Clare seemed to spend a great deal of time on ‘Verses of life’, and yet it remained unpublished until the Tibbles included it in their two-volume collection in 1935; since then, nothing. It dates from the middle of his voluminous output, and perhaps it simply just got forgotten. Must admit, I do find it not only a good description of the human condition, but it contains a glimmering of hope too. IMHO a masterpiece.
Verses on life
Life was & is & still will be
Of cares the endless history
By hopes conceived by trouble penned
Which joys began & sorrows end
If at the first a smile appears
'Tis but the prologue unto tears
Where each leaf is when turned oer
The echo of those turned before
Life was & is & will be on
A ruin with its glory gone
A wreck that braves the storms in vain
For calms it neer shall know again
A dream enjoyed with fancys eyes
Where hope awakes without a prize
A path whose starting all admire
That leads to naught but thorn & brier
Life is a game where thousands choose
To hazard even all & lose
A lottery where millions pawn
Their chance though blanks are death when drawn
One prize is all & they are wise
Who let their reason choose that prize
The gem of life it proves when got
& poor are they who have it not
Its value at the last shall be
A passport for eternity